The Truth

It's been.. a month..

I've cried I've sulk I've been showing my emotions to people around me.. Anger to be precise..

But at the same time I've been thinking I've tried being rational..

What should I do?

What can i possibly do..

Well I've promised to make her happy..

And I've promised to love her forever..

And I have to choose to break one of those..

I want her.. So bad.. with all my heart..

But I cant.. It's not possible.. I cant possibly make her happy.. Thats why she did what she did..

I cant blame her.. I cant blame the guy.. All that I can do is to blame myself..

For not being there for her.. For not being the man that every girl wants..

The promise of loving her forever is being bent.. as the sun sets.. and the moon rises.. It's fading..

I love you.. So much.. You're the first.. And i think the last..

I cant have you..

Thank you.. (=

P/S : I'm still going to punch the guy if i see him..