A Fool.. A Loser.. An Idiot..

Yes, that is what I am. I know that a long time ago but I never admit it. Because she always makes me feel otherwise.

But now, since she doesn't want to do anything with me anymore. I know what I am. For believing all those lies. All those sweet words. All those promises. All those acts. Memories? More like a created play just to show how easy it is to fool a person and play around with one's heart.

What happened to our plan?
What happened to "I'll be with you for as long as you let me"?
What happened to "You're the only one I want in this world"?
What happened to "The one i want to stay with forever"?
What happened to "I'll earn your trust. I'll prove it to you"?
What happened to "If I could I'd spend every second of my life with you"?
What ever happend to "Being with you convinces me more and more that you're the one for me"?

Sigh..

What happened to you..

This is hard.. Too hard for me to deal with alone..

Goodbye world..