Life never go as planned..

Looks like we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

We mighta took the long way

We knew we'd get there someday

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They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

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(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)

You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night

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Ain't nothin' better

We beat the odds together

I'm glad we didn't listen

Look at what we would be missin'

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They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

.

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(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)

You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night

.

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(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)

You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night

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I'm so glad we've made it

Look how far we've come, my baby.

I thought I could sing this song to her..

The Truth

It's been.. a month..

I've cried I've sulk I've been showing my emotions to people around me.. Anger to be precise..

But at the same time I've been thinking I've tried being rational..

What should I do?

What can i possibly do..

Well I've promised to make her happy..

And I've promised to love her forever..

And I have to choose to break one of those..

I want her.. So bad.. with all my heart..

But I cant.. It's not possible.. I cant possibly make her happy.. Thats why she did what she did..

I cant blame her.. I cant blame the guy.. All that I can do is to blame myself..

For not being there for her.. For not being the man that every girl wants..

The promise of loving her forever is being bent.. as the sun sets.. and the moon rises.. It's fading..

I love you.. So much.. You're the first.. And i think the last..

I cant have you..

Thank you.. (=

P/S : I'm still going to punch the guy if i see him..

Miss You Like Crazy..

I still think of her.. everyday.. almost all the time..

After all that have happened.. I feel so worthless..

Sigh.. she has moved on.. there's no sign of her remembering anything about me.. i knew this day would come.. but i didn't know it'd be that fast.. i guess.. i was fooled.. big time..

but when i promise love.. i'd keep to it.. of course i'd bend it someday.. but not breaking it..

hope you're happy with this..

because i know i'm not..

my heart can't be fixed anymore..

i'm screwed basically..

A Fool.. A Loser.. An Idiot..

Yes, that is what I am. I know that a long time ago but I never admit it. Because she always makes me feel otherwise.

But now, since she doesn't want to do anything with me anymore. I know what I am. For believing all those lies. All those sweet words. All those promises. All those acts. Memories? More like a created play just to show how easy it is to fool a person and play around with one's heart.

What happened to our plan?
What happened to "I'll be with you for as long as you let me"?
What happened to "You're the only one I want in this world"?
What happened to "The one i want to stay with forever"?
What happened to "I'll earn your trust. I'll prove it to you"?
What happened to "If I could I'd spend every second of my life with you"?
What ever happend to "Being with you convinces me more and more that you're the one for me"?

Sigh..

What happened to you..

This is hard.. Too hard for me to deal with alone..

Goodbye world..

For your happiness..

You've been alone, you've been afraid

I've been a fool

In so many ways

but I would change my life

If you thought you, might try to love me

So please give me another chance

To write you another song

And take back those things I've done

Cause I'll give you my heart

If you would let me start all over,

Again

I'm not a saint

I'm just a man

Who had heaven and Earth

In the palm of his hand

but I threw it away

So now I stand here today asking forgiveness and if you could just please

Give me another chance

to write you another song

And take back those thing's I've done

Cause I'll give you my heart

If you would let me start all over

Again

Little girl you're all I've got

Don't you leave me standing here once again?

'Cause I'll give you my life

Yes I would

If you would let me try to love you

So please give me another chance

to write you another song

and take back those thing's I've done

'Cause I'll give you my heart

If you would let me start all over

Again

Sigh, who am i kidding. I've lost her for good. She doesnt want anyone like me. Who does. I'm soft, sensitive, a failure, everything that a girl doesn't want in a guy. She wants someone strong, muscular, big, tall, handsome, and most important of all, a manly guy. She said she loved me for who I am. But i knew that it was too good to be true. I knew that there's some bullshit in that.

I just want her to know that she is always the best for me. She is everything that i ever wanted. I never want her to change. She's perfect for me. But it's all over now. I still love her. And I'll keep waiting. Till my last breath. I promise. Just do me a favor, and come back when you can accept the way I am. Love me for the way I am. Because my heart is really in a fragile state now.

I may lie about some stuff, but face it. Who doesn't. At least I don't lie about my love to you.

I hope you'll find that suitable guy for you.

So long Amirah. I love you with all my heart.. and even more..

This bunny is slowly dying..