When it truely ends..

The best thing about this blog is.. that its more like a diary.. no one reads it but me..

One year and one month.. That is how long we were together.. I dont know about her but I still am in love with her.. Everynight I'm hoping for a sign from her.. At least to talk.. But sigh.. I guess she really gave up on me.. Everytime we fight, I'm the one to blame.. I'm the mistake.. I'm the wrong one.. Even when I know I'm right i just gave up fighting and just admit that I'm wrong.. Because i couldn't stand having a fight with her.. All i want to do with her is just to smile, hug and love each other, not hate.. But i guess everyone has their limit, and I guess we both reached ours a couple of nights ago.. I love her, but I don't think I'll ask her to come back to me.. I asked that once and it didn't turn out well.. So I guess it was wrong of me to ask her to come back to my life.. I guess what she felt was true.. She's falling away from me.. Emotionally.. And you just can't force them to climb back up just like that..

I just hope that she knows that I just want her to be happy.. And I don't mean to hurt her.. I've done all I can to do that but it just wasn't enough.. I wish her the best in her life.. She has a bright future with a lucky guy coming to her life.. All the best..

If i could only be that guy..

I love you Amirah.. With all my heart.. ('=

The Prestige.

Yeah u read it right.





It's a great movie, though its quite some time.

The Prestige

I first watched it at Shen Jin's place. To be honest i really went Wtf? and sleepy at that time. Coz it was so confusing and the twist is crazy (also Shen's theatre room thingy is so nice and comfy and just makes u want to sleep.. gahh).

From then on i started going to the web watching magic shows on youtube and all.

Anyway.. Christian Bale acted perfectly for his character in the movie (im not going to tell coz its going to spoil the Wtf-ish twist at the end). Hugh Jackman is just plain pathetic in the movie in my opinion. I dont know, my room mate told me he's cooler than Christian Bale but whats the difference, they're both actors.

I give the movie a 9.5/10 for its superior plot and story and everything. -0.5 for me not being in the movie. hahaha.

One day you guys will see. I just want to ask this.

Are You Watching Closely?

*poof*

Haha you are watching closely. Nothing's here SUCKER!!

The Bro Code!

Yeah you read it right,

THE BRO CODE

I can say that the tv series "How I Met Your Mother" is one of the most exciting and funny show ever. It beats Friends, Heroes, Lost, Desperate Housewives, Prison Break and everything else. You guys must be saying "why is it?", "whats so special about HIMYM?", "it's nothing but a Friends-wannabe TV show". NO its not, i can say its 43985691546986533189 times better than friends. (they even teased friends in one episode.. lol)

HIMYM is one of the best series ever made. The reason for this is because of a favourite character of millions viewers in the show.. BARNEY STINSON!!


Neil Patrick Harris

He's my idol, seriously. Yeah yeah everyone loves him and want to be like him. He's so cool in the show but he's homo in real life. And he's proud of it. I still want to be him, him in the show i mean. Haha.

The latest episode of HIMYM really rocked my world (apart from the sad ending) with the revealing of "THE BRO CODE" by Barney Stinson.



I really want to know what else is in the book. I really really really really really want to know. I want to finally finish reading a book! haha. Now i know what i want for my birthday. Eh no!! TOO LONG TO WAIT.. THIS IS WHAT I WANT NOWWW..

Sigh. The Bro Code, it shall rule the world of the Bros.
Peace.