Am I.. Thinking too much..?

Is it really just me.. Or is he/she doing that purposely..

Sometimes it's best not to know..

But it hurts just to see it happening..

And you don't know whether it's what I've been doing..

Or how I act.. How I behave..

That makes them behave that way to me..

Why is it so..

It also hurts..

If they're doing it not on purpose..

This is hard to explain..

Sigh..

Please..

You're just boring..

You're uninteresting..

You don't matter..

You're not important..

Is it true..?

You're irreplaceable..

I'm replaceable..

Whats the use..

The more I try.. The more I get hurt..

Anything.. Practically ANYTHING I do.. is not good enough..

And when I thought everything was getting better..

I really feel like an outcast..

Not missed..

Not needed..

Not loved..

But that's just how I feel all the time..

Sigh..