Time..

Where can i find someone else who understands me..

lets take our time
to make things right
i know this when i see your face

but each time you leave
i'm just left with me
troubled with an empty space

unable to concentrate
desire to contemplate
the future that lies ahead

its an ambitious thought
easier said than done
one that i can't forget


keepin ourselves to ourselves
we got who we need right here
time will pass,
oh so fast
as long as we're happy who cares


i've been searching to find
your kind of line
can't be too sure
would i know i want more


we'll take each day
one by one
we're on our way
to see each other


we're facing
the same way
heading towards a light
dont look back, try
to move faster
i'll meet you when its time

Credits to Wei Pin for introducing him to me..


I feel like an outcast.. As if I'm nothing to them.. But yet it's just me..
I need to talk to someone, that doesn't judge..
That just listens..
And understand what I'm trying to say..
I don't ask for advice, I don't ask for pointers..

Though I hardly can talk to anyone I can trust these days..
Every single moment I feel like I'm losing out on my life..
I need to choose..
I should be more selfish..
I should not be too kind..

Please let me do this..

Blogs..

My friend asked me this quite some time ago..

"Why does all the Cempakans have blogs? It's so damn annoying! Is it a must to get into a Cempaka? To have a blog? Is it an "In Thing" in Cempaka? If you don't have a blog you ain't cool? My bro is in Cempaka now, I won't let him start a blog."

I laughed so much when he said that.. But yet, it is quite true.. Almost all the cempakans have blogs.. EVEN I HAVE ONE AND YOU ARE READING IT RIGHT NOW..

Well for your information, I've been blogging since Form 2.. SO I'M NOT AFFECTED BY THIS CEMPAKA THINGY.. Though cempaka made me start back.. *roll eyes*

So yeah there is only a handful of people that i know(remember) that is not into this very interesting online diary.. Haha.. Cempaka.. What have you turn ourselves into..

So yeah that day I went to my friend's house just to pick him up.. Saw his brother, talked to him

Me: Oh you're in Cempaka right? Haha don't start any blog you know your bro doesn't like it..
Him: Ha? Oh no I don't have a blog.
Me: Good good..

He went off and as we were going off we said goodbye to the parents and the brother. I said to him

Me: Have fun in Cempaka!
Him: I wont start a blog! I dont have one!

I started laughing on my way to the car hahaha.. but happy and assured that he doesn't follow our trend..

Last night i got a msg on msn from my friend..

"FUCK YOU CEMPAKANS MY BRO HAVE A BLOG NOW"

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
So be ready parents or soon-to-be-parents, you send your child to cempaka, you'll produce another blogger~
(Hey that rhymes)