Demolition

There are moments where you think back. A realisation really. To the days that you wish never happened. And did what you should've done. I mean what I say most of the time. I have to learn to be like others. So that i don't hurt myself anymore. The feeling of being used. Taken for granted. I should really trust what i believe and my instincts more. But I know if i do so I'd be such a jackass. I know there are a couple of people will hate me. Just to be honest, I've been putting a mask on my face for a very long time. None of you know the real me. Only the walls have witnessed it and I have a good reason why - they have no mouth..

I'll snap.
I'll rage.

But for now a happy face (:

Bliss

Waited for lecture theatre to fill up.
Waited for J to come.
Saw Q at the stairs coming down.
Turned around act all cool as if I didn't see Q.
To my surprise she waved in front of my face when she passed by me.
Woo happy happy.
A sign that I should do something, maybe sit beside her.
Walked back and forth.
Too shy.
Waited for J.
J came.
Lecture started.
Guess where I am?
You'll never guess..

Okay you've guessed it.
Beside J, far away from her.
Q was alone.
What is wrong with me? ):